..Me..

I took a journey through pain....
Through silence...Through evruthg tht botherd me...
I cried...I burnt maslf in injustice and punishment...
I prayed...hard n hard....to abstain frm da goodnss...thts been in me fr yrs...

I luked here n thr...evry single place i could.....
I wz too scared to let maslf live...to laugh....to be happy....
I thought I wz Doomed..Busted..
I took maslf as in i dnt exist....

Fr me ... i mde thngs harder maslf....
To me...i closed all d doors wid ma own handz...
By doin tht ...i turnd ma lyf into smthg tht i rarely blong wid...
I lost al ma hopes...i stoppd dreamin...

I tried n tried...to hide maslf in da shadowz of sadnss...
It tuk somch outta me...i wz left wid nthin...
No dsire to b happy...No crave to b alive...
Nothin coudnt stop me...neithr ur lov...nor da carin of ma frndz...

All of a Suddn i realized...
M nt actualy lettin maslf loose...m lettin u al fail...
M lettin ur faith get drown in ma passion fr diein...
M lettin al ur hopes down...wht u hold fr me....

Guess wht..I cnt do tht nymor...I wont...
Coz I m bck in Maslf...
I mit b a miracle...or mayb ma gud deeds..tht brought u al in ma life...
N I Beleive its tym to bring maslf bck in shape fr u al...to kill da pain

Nw I Only Fear god...
I Only Want u ...
I only Lov da passion of lovin maslf...
I only Need u al to hold n put me toghthr...

As far as u guyz r wid me...nthin can go wrong...
I cnt let maslf down...coz i bear u widin ma soul...

I lov maslf...I lov bein wid u....
I lov da way u ppl lov me too...
Wid U ...Nw I kno I m sfe...
Wid U ...Nw I Really cn call maslf Truly Blessed...