March 10, 2011

...Confession to Sisterhood...

Sisterhood is a strong bondage to bear...gratitude to our mis-fated family..
we are 3 hell-of sisters...we are keen to closwness during our downs and individualistic in our ups in different segments of lifetime journeys..
Thanks to our fabulously inconsiderate parents more or less each of us have seen great deal of life already.
The elder one eventualy is the childish and most creative one in sense of beads, colour, fashion and design clothing.
The middle one is best at everything from brain to beauty, in social-family-working life and mainly the victim of our parents crucial counter-parting selfishness;
and me the last one... most stubborn, careless, aggressive and silent member in the family- mostly drowned in own world and forgetting the rest and only doing what i want almost each moment of my life.

I love my sisters...despite of their dominence and bossing my ass around without any reason, more than my honking parents and that is because i have learned more and earned more from these two siblings than anyone in life.I have always been lucky to be my sisters sharing pal to their secret-keeping girlfriend..i am good in keeping their secrets and guarding those with all faith i treasure.

recently one thing dwells aroung my mind most is...whenever something is wrong or bothering me i have never speak it out into them. it amazes me and kinda also
makes me regret...they have done everything that i could be grateful of and be patient and loving to them but still i cant open myself up to them as they do.
we dint grow up alltogether but there is always some invinsible thread alinging us in the same or more-ever fimilier direction. and at the age of 24, i wonder howcome
at times i want them to just be there and still not let them inside my heart? is it me with some restrictions?

we have been through alot...i envy them for being so strong and practical. i praise them to be beautiful and so lavishingly gorgeous.
i thank them for giving me the best nephew and nieces someone can ever have. i wish them all the good thing in life even it costs my luck.

but talking to them about the issues i wanna talk about dosnt come up my mouth.

as i have decided to take up bloging seriously once again...

I would start writing to for them...

Currently what i have hidden from you is that i did submit my full intern-report lately. So because of that my grade isnt yet published which is resulting my inability to get my temporary certificate and i am being such ignorent. i promise it will take more of a week as i only missed by two letters to university officials lately. I swear ill fix this in no time and please dont ask me or talk to me about it. I know it was a wrong move but i cant help being such careless due to my low-headed stubborness.

I just wanted to confess something to you and this is the only thing that i did hide in recent times.


I am sorry i coudnt be as open as you are to me...

I am sorry at times i become too selfish to take any responsibility...

but i do support you and believe in you more than our parents...

and no metter how low i fall...you...my sister's will always be my sweet-hearts..cause in
true means you both raised me...not those two good-for-nothing person.


p.s - this confession doesnt mean that i am at your service and will do what you ask me to do...
naah...i aint that foolish :D :D ...